luni, 21 noiembrie 2011


If you like 2 people at the same time, always choose the second, because if you would've wanted the first so badly, you wouldn't have even noticed the second.

Or not. We're designed to be social, to be surrounded by people and the fact that our hearts are controled by chemical impulses is surely not helpful either.
Maybe there are many pheromon smelling individuals out there. And maybe there is more than one perfect guy for me. And I get the chance to meet them all until I make a choice.
Or it's simply that one guy you know you shouldn't have, though you want him so much, therefor you seek refuge in the liking of other guys, hoping that eventually, you will stop liking the first one.
So it's not the second over the first, but the first over the many.

luni, 24 octombrie 2011

About irony and taking chances

Intotdeauna, sa gasesti un partener de viata de care sa te indragostesti, sa ajungeti intr-o relatie si sa traiti fericiti pana la adanci batraneti,ca in basme, pare sa fie secretul fericirii. Dar, poate ca nu e chiar asa . Cel putin, nu pentru mine. M-a lovit fericirea in fata si-am avut destul de mult curaj incat sa nu ma las doborata si sa-mi iau soarta de piept. Si-am esuat. Lamentabil. Am incercat, si-am pierdut. Apoi am castigat mai mult decat credeam c-am pierdut initial. N-am crezut niciodata ca un moment aparent atat de lipsit de importanta ar putea fi atat de special pentru mine. Fericirea nu se refera la o viata perfecta, ci la acel moment care iti face viata perfecta, oricate legi morale ar fi incalcat.

sâmbătă, 23 iulie 2011

Nothing to lose

I never had the guts to stand up and do something. Anything. I am not able to take matters in my own hands when I really should .
Is it so hard to make my presence noticeable ?
Why can't I make the first step ? In the end,I've got nothing to lose , but everything to gain.
I don't know if I'm too shy, I know that I'm afraid.
I don't know if I'm going to make a fool out of myself and that's what probably makes me such a big loser. I don't trust myself and I petty myself for that,but never do anything to change it.
I've tried so hard to change and become more open , but I can't figure out what's so freaking hard!

vineri, 22 iulie 2011

In love

I never thought I'd be in love like this. I never thought I could fall in love so easily,by a simple "hello" or by a few apparently casual conversations. I think about him all day long and all night long , I see him in my dreams . And he's not even here.
But being in love is the best feeling in life : makes you feel alive !

joi, 9 iunie 2011


Am facut chestiuta asta si-anu' trecut sau acum doi ani. Devine interesant sa le pun paralel.

Cum te simti astăzi?

Katy Perry - E.T.

Vei ajunge departe în viaţă?

Kanye West - All of the lights

Cum te vad prietenii tai?
Les Elephantes Bizzares - The Boys - now that says a lot.

Te vei căsători vreodată?
Biffy Clyro - Many of horror

Care e melodia preferata a celui mai bun prieten?
Zob - Oficial exist

Care e povestea vieţii tale?
E.m.i.l. - Doi

Cum e in liceu?
Zob - cantec de dragoste

Cum poti avansa în viaţă?
Zob - Killer

Care e cel mai fain lucru la prietenii tăi?
E.m.i.l.- Cei care zambeste

Ce se preconizează pentru week-end?
A fine frenzy - Near to you

Ce cântec te descrie cel mai bine?
Zob - cine esti, cine sunt

Dar pe bunicii tăi?
Chet Baker - Just friends

Cum îţi merge în viaţă?
Zob - vrei altfel

Ce melodie îţi va cânta la înmormântare?
Les Elephantes Bizzares - Mushroom Girl
(Lady Gaga - Fashion - asta a fost data trecuta. epica.)

Cum te vede restul lumii?
E.m.i.l. -1000 de dorinte

Vei fii fericită?
Adele - Rolling in the deep

Ce cred prietenii cu adevărat despre tine?
Urma - Buy me with a coffee

Sunt persoane care te doresc în secret?
E.m.i.l. - Pisica

Cum să mă fericesc singur?
E.m.i.l. - Da,vrei

Ce ar trebui să faci cu viaţa ta?
Narcotic Sound - Danca Bonito ( weird choice,dar da,e la mine in playlist)

luni, 25 aprilie 2011

Have you ever been in love ?

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Neil Gaiman

marți, 22 martie 2011

I need love

Maybe it's my fault for being lazy, for being such a coward. I am probably the most hideous person that has ever seen the light on the face of the earth . I am afraid of happiness and I don't fail to tell everyone around me that.
I'm sorry for being such a rock.

duminică, 20 martie 2011

Stone cold

I am a block of ice in your arms;I'm stone cold and Edward Cullen would envy my restraint. You see me like a piece of would : heartless , cool, calculate and away from your access .You think I choose this ,instead of thinking that it has chosen me . You think that it is because your heat won't dare to reach me. But it's actually the other way around.
I realize that your presence ,though wanted so much, feels so overwhelming .

You see me cold and think that I don't care. But then again, I wish you would keep close to me

joi, 3 martie 2011

I wish you were a beautiful liar...

I always knew that truth should come first, that it is the way to heal and free the soul, to empower you . But truth brings deception , because it is the exact opposite of faith , he is cruel. Sometimes, lying is the best protective shield you could get. Sometimes,embracing the truth is the best solution: giving you power and strength , cuddling you like no other .
I wish you were a beautiful liar, whose lies would not hurt a piece of me .