I never had the guts to stand up and do something. Anything. I am not able to take matters in my own hands when I really should . Is it so hard to make my presence noticeable ? Why can't I make the first step ? In the end,I've got nothing to lose , but everything to gain. I don't know if I'm too shy, I know that I'm afraid. I don't know if I'm going to make a fool out of myself and that's what probably makes me such a big loser. I don't trust myself and I petty myself for that,but never do anything to change it. I've tried so hard to change and become more open , but I can't figure out what's so freaking hard!
I never thought I'd be in love like this. I never thought I could fall in love so easily,by a simple "hello" or by a few apparently casual conversations. I think about him all day long and all night long , I see him in my dreams . And he's not even here. But being in love is the best feeling in life : makes you feel alive !
"...if you're not bleeding, vomiting, or on fire, chill out and stop crying." Anonymous
Viata este unoeri foarte zgarcita: trec zile, saptamani, luni si ani fara sa simti nimic nou. Totusi, odata ce se deschide o usa, o adevarata avalansa patrunde prin spatiul deschis. Acum nu ai nimic, iar in clipa urmatoare ai mai mult decat poti accepta. – Paulo Coelho