Sometimes, things turn out a little bit different than what you would have tought they would come out. Sometimes, all the fears you have shape into an absolutely amazing present that is the exact form of your biggest dream. And then, you don't feel happy about it. Why? Because you realise you are a pride-based organism that only functions on elation and that is constricted to suffer from not being able to show humility or obedience in the front of one type or another of feelings, which leads not only to the absence of happiness, but to the erasing of any humanity for a while.
My bareer of pride is something I am going to eventually tear down into pieces of my ugly past , leaving way for the utmost amazing future.